As I get my feet on the ground

Time is flying. Everyday goes fast. I am standing on this world and I am walking and working everyday. I am the center in my world but I am just a simple girl in the real world. If I don't try to do hard anything, I will be only an onlooker. Sometimes I feel boresome about everything and everyone, so I often dream that I go to an unknown place where nobody knows and hide from everything. But, I know. People who live on this earth, all want to do as like me. And I know too. My hope is just a poor excuse about my laziness. At times, people cry, regret, feel sad. Why not me? Why not them? Maybe life's like that. All my pains are destiny that I have to have because I am a thinkable being. Because I am I, I do not run away. I have to keep my feet on the ground even though it is infinite affliction.